July 2011
just friends.
Let’s be honest, every girl has that one person that is there “what if I had given them the chance?” My best friend is that person. He is an amazing guy, and I wish I would have given him the chance a few years ago.
But I didn’t.
And now I have to live everyday watching him go out with girls that don’t deserve him. I don’t know what I have to do to get him to...
June 2011
“Happy is the heart that still feels pain, Darkness drains and light will come...”
– “Everybody” by Ingrid Michealson
this.
I keep telling myself and everyone else in my life that “I’ve got this.” And most people believe me.
But why does it feel like I am lying every time I say it?
““I don’t believe in anything but myself
But then you opened up a...”
never back down.
So. This is it. In less than a week, I will see your face for the first time in over six months. I can’t say that I’m excited, but I can say that I have been waiting for this. This will be it, it will finally give it all an end. Everyone thinks I am going to give you one for, but I think you will be expecting that. So, it’s not going to happen. I’d love to slap you across...
“Take what you want, Steal my pride, Build me up, Or cut me down to size, Shut me...”
– “Strip Me” -Natasha Bedingfield
“Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, Stop planning the future, Stop...”
Happily Ever After.
You know all those disney movies you watched when you were little? the ones where the girl always finds her very own prince charming, they ride off into the sunset, and live happily ever after? When I was little, I always wanted to be Cinderella (minus the evil stepmother, of course). I loved her story and I loved the fact of having a fairy godmother. I wanted Prince Charming to ride in, slip that...
